about my life...simple

i have come a long wayA State of Mind - Voices
to a distant place far far away
from where i used to live
and from what i used to do;

Life is a rosy dream,
happiness and joy aplenty,
everything that i wanted and
everything is as i had hoped for;

Everything is as i had hoped for,
everything is as i had longed for,
everything is except for the turmoil
that plagues me inside every day;

I sleep, i smile, i laugh, i play, i eat and i live
in a constant state of fear,
a fear that i did not ask for,
and one that i did not longed for;

killing me from inside,
silently screaming for it to stop,
i am devoured by my own inner self,
day in and day out;

haunting and taunting me,
time and time again,
they run helter and skelter
in the deep recess of my mind;

it’s just a state of mind,
i tell myself
hoping to erase these thoughts
of fear that hinges on the edge of my happiness;

Trapped inside my own mind,
eclipsed by my fear,
tears weep without a choice
hoping to vanquish (flood) this struggle within;



Read more: http://www.poetryoflife.com/a-state-of-mind/#ixzz1KMeIT5uZ

Wednesday, 27 July 2011

triumph in the sky...

yay!!Alhamdulillah...i grab what i want.i have what i dreamed before.And at the same time, pondering and sighting  any possibilities that it is impossible i can achieve is an absurd  thought that had been stayed in my mind.I have to force myself to throw away anything that i think is hard but the reality it is the simplest and easiest one.At the beginning, i put a limit for my ability,i said to myself that i can manage only this stuff, not this stuff.But then, i saw something uniqueness and nice shining in the thing that i hate to do.I start to instill interest and enthusiast to it.I start it and try to learn again.Until now, i am trying to manage everything with my ability that had given by Allah.My ability is my power.Thanks and i feel so grate to feel this sense of hardness.
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